Being Willing....

Being willing........what does that mean to you?  Does it mean you would do anything anyone told you to do?  Certainly not!  But, in this crazy world of ours anxiety is on the rise and relationships are waning because no one is willing to compromise, work through an issue to resolve it, or take the time to really get to know another person.  And, it shows in our society: broken relationships, bullying, people living together instead of getting married, divorce at an all time high, gun violence, suicide on the rise, low self-esteem, and anxiety everywhere!!!

So, what does "being willing" mean?  For whatever it's worth, this is what it means to me...

Being willing to create a healthy environment for myself to grow and learn and explore - yes explore who I am and why I think, act and feel the way I do.

Being willing to "get healthy" emotionally, physically, mentally, financially and spiritually.

Being willing to accept ourselves and others - flaws and all - without guilt, blame, shame or regret.

Being willing to yield to God's call on our life...

Being willing to acknowledge what I am really good at and what I am not good at and be okay with that!

Being willing to change and try something new - especially when what I've been doing isn't working well!

Being willing to look for and acknowledge our talents, gifts and abilities and use them for good.

Being willing to communicate to another person whom I am in a relationship with: 

1)  At home with family - brothers and sisters, aunts and uncles, grandparents and parents.

2) At work - co-workers, bosses, managers, employees, volunteers, etc.

3) At church - fellow church members, visitors, those seeking to learn about God, pastors, leaders, etc.

4) At school - fellow school mates, teachers, principals, administrators, and janitors!

5) In love - learning to understand the other person and give them space to grow and make mistakes as well as being caring, giving, gracious and kind - on all levels!

Being willing to communicate the good, the bad and  the pretty (and the not so pretty) part of ourselves to create an environment of understanding, compromise and a safe place to be vulnerable.

Being willing to be vulnerable to accept the other person and ourselves just as we are!

Being willing to communicate openly, honestly and directly.

Being willing to let go of our own agenda and allow a relationship to grow in a healthy manner - not trying to "fix" another person or manipulate them into being what we want them to be.

Being willing to love with open arms and open hearts....and if (when) we get hurt in the process, to realize we gave our very best and it's okay that it did not work out!

Being willing on the highway - allow another car to get onto or off the freeway with plenty of room, following at a safe distance, putting down my phone and NOT texting, going the speed limit, driving safely and soberly.

Being willing to grow...

Being willing to learn...

Being willing to have courage to NOT beat ourselves up!

Being willing to say No or Yes honestly and mean it.

Being willing to be gentle with ourselves and others....

Being willing to let go of being "right" all the time.

Being willing is an enormous task!  It tears down all the walls and allows growth to occur.  Being willing allows a person to "blossom" as my mom used to say!

Being willing is a worthwhile endeavor and a lovely way to learn and apply healthy behaviors to our lives!!!

Being willing can make or break every attitude you have towards life, yourself and other people.

If you haven't been very willing, then start!  

Become willing and you will see a tremendous breakthrough in your life!!!

Perseverance....

Perseverance.  Everyone speaks about it…..some people strive for it…and some humans even exude it when the going gets tough…….and yet, some miss the mark completely.

What gives a person the ability to “Hang it There?”  How can we learn to “Press on” in the face of difficulty?

What gives us the steady persistence in a specific course of action?  What purpose allows us to “Keep on, Keeping on?” 

In spite of major difficulties, obstacles or discouragement what gives you the ability to keep moving forward?  Or, even face the day?

Can you see times in your life when you have had to endure beyond your normal ability?  Have you had to practice an enormous amount of perseverance in one or more areas of your life?  What gave you the stamina to do so?  What does tenacity mean to you?  Is there a constancy in your life that keeps you going?  Do you have a force behind you that allows you to gain confidence even in the face of adversity?  Can you imagine persevering through the unimaginable???

Theologically, the definition of perseverance is the continuance in a state of grace to the end, leading to eternal salvation.  Wow. 

Continuance – can you do it? 

A state of Grace….do you have it? 

Leading to Salvation - Eternal Salvation -do you want it?

Isaiah 41:10 says: “I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with My Righteous right hand.”  Do you know the God who spoke these words to Israel?  If not, would you like to get to know Him?  It is a question I ask to myself about many of the wonderful people in my life who do not know this incredible force.  Available for the asking.  That’s right!  Available - for the asking!  Do you know someone who could use a little perseverance right now?  I do!

I know of a friend who is searching for someone or something like this in their life.  Many days, I talk to myself about it and keep asking this question:  How can I somehow give that state of grace to her?  How could I instill this confidence in her so that she can know that force which is available and ready to be help her for the asking?  If only, I could convince her that there is a Spiritual Being – Three in One – that longs to be in her heart and by her side. 

How do I let her know without being “religious” as she calls it?  How do I let her know it’s a relationship, not a Religion?  How do I get her to truly see?  I don’t want to be pushy.  I don’t want to be offensive.  I don’t want to push any of my beliefs on her.  I don’t want to turn her “off” in any way. 

Yet, I do want her to know this force that can give her this state of Grace.  I do want her to know this confidence.  I do want her to have this strength from above.  I do want her to feel and utilize this perseverance that comes from having faith.  I do want her to know this incredible loving God that keeps me going, gives me purpose and allows me to face anything including adversity!  And, I do want her to know the God who saves.  I want her to “Be Still and KNOW that I am God” (Psalm 46:10).   

And, yet, I hesitate to explain my faith.  I hesitate to talk about this thought process.  I hesitate to explain this way of life.  I hesitate to offer this incredible gift for fear of pushing her away.

So, I look for ways to speak to her that she can consider and perhaps accept.  Nature speaks to me constantly.  So, I use analogies with her about creation.  I try to get her to “Look at the Sunshine, and you cannot see the shadow” as Helen Keller said.

A famous quote on a photograph of the Grand Canyon that I have on my desk at work is this: “In the confrontation between the river and the rock, the river always wins…NOT through strength, but by perseverance.”

I don’t want a confrontation.  I don’t want to be the one who explains poorly.  I don’t’ want her to misunderstand my intentions.  I don’t want to push her the opposite way of love.  I want to be the river.  I want to point her to the River of Life!

I want perseverance to win.  I want confidence to exude from her.  I want her to know how to continue even on the worst days.

I want her to know how loved she is.  I want her to experience grace in a profound way.  I want her to know and have salvation.  Eternally.

So, I ask the God of the Universe to help me be her friend.  I ask God to show me how to love her.  I ask God to allow me to share with her how I make it through the day.  One situation at a time.   One crisis at a time.  One day at a time.  With perseverance that comes from God and God alone. 

Thank you, Lord for your perseverance with me!!!

Two Listeners......

My sister, Cathi gave me a book years ago called:  God Calling by A.J. Russell.  My copy from 1994 is so tattered and worn that you can hardly read it anymore, but I cherish it!  I cherish it because Cathi gave it to me.  She gave it to me out of the goodness of her heart and love for me.  She gave it to me so that I could grow in my faith and I have.  We have.....and it is wonderful!

The author writes this book to "Two Listeners" and as I read it, I feel like he is talking directly to my sister Cathi and me.  And, as I reflect on this book and all that it has taught me over the years, I think about how much both of us have grown in our faith over the past 25 years.  It is really amazing to see the growth in myself and in my sister.  God has truly blessed us with a gift of "listening" to Him and to each other.  Each day we text each other a scripture or devotion or an encouraging word.  What fun it is to send and receive because we both want to grow.  We both want to learn.  We both want to grow closer to God in our walk every day!  And, the beautiful thing is - we have grown!!!  And, I believe we are closer to God than we each were 25 years ago.

Listening to God is a process.  It is a process that has become a journey.  And that journey lasts a lifetime.  Listening to God and for God are not easy to do in this restless world!  But it is possible! 
When was the last time you sat down in a quiet place and just listened to God?  Spent time with Him alone.  Reading His Word and truly listening.  If it's been awhile, it's worth the effort to do that again!  If you never had done it, try it - it is amazing!!!

One of the things I have learned is that you must ask the Holy Spirit to help you! 
If you have accepted Jesus Christ into your heart, then the Holy Spirit dwells inside of you! 
Yep = YOU! 
And, if that has taken place, then learning and growing is possible every single day!!!

So we ask. 
So we journey. 
So we learn. 
So we grow.
So we encourage one another.
So we grow closer to God every day.
So we listen.....

I encourage you to stop, breath and allow the Holy Spirit to work in your heart.  Yes, life is busy!  I get that -  we all have busy lives!!!  That is NOT going to change. 

And, it takes an intentional effort to stop and spend time with our precious Lord.  But, oh my how it is worth the effort!!!

He is closer than we realize....closer than we think.....closer than our breath...
Stop and listen.....it's worth the effort and it just may change your life for the better!!!

Seashells....

Seashells.........have you ever really looked at one and studied how intricate it is???  Recently, I had the privilege of being on the beach in Rotondo, Florida with some friends who moved there from Kansas........it was such an incredible weekend of RRRRelaxation, rejuvenation and fun!  I came home feeling refreshed and ready to contemplate life in a new way!

Amie and I collected seashells at two different beaches:  Venice Beach and Boca Grande Beach - it was absolutely exquisite!!!  As I looked at each shell I collected to bring home to Kansas, I saw the incredible intricate detail of each shell.  Perfectly formed.......perfectly designed.....with perfect lines spaced perfectly apart and perfectly beautiful!  Wow.........I am in awe of God's creation!!!

One shell had tiger stripes, one was completely white, one was white with black stripes on part of it, one was mauve, one was pale yellow on the tip, and others had the tiniest hole on one end that was so perfectly drilled as if a drill bit was used.  How do these creatures do it?  How do they manage to carve out that hole so perfectly so that they can get out of the shell?  How long does that take?  I'm not sure, but it is amazing to contemplate!!!

As I look at these shells, I have to ask:  How did God design so many different kinds of shells?  Why did he design so many?  My mind is going in a million directions of how and why these exquisitely beautiful shells land on the sand, washed up from the ocean floor, day after day after day............and what are they really???

A seashell is a marine mollusk.  I never knew the official name of a seashell before!  A mollusk is a invertebrate which typically has a calcareous shell of one, two or more pieces that wholly or partly enclose the soft, unsegmented body, including the chitons, snails, bivalves, squids and/or octopuses.
So fascinating!!! 

How many varieties are there?  Hundreds, thousands, billions???  I'm not sure, but there are a LOT!!!  Imagine......just like the stars..........millions or billions of seashells.......teeming from the ocean floor and landing on the beach for unsuspecting humans (like me!) to pick up, and ponder each shape, each line, each mark, each dot of beauty and take them home!!!

We have one awesome God who chose to create these living creatures and shells for us to marvel at and contemplate the various species of marine mollusks!  It is even written in the Bible as to how he created these fascinating creatures.....
Genesis 1:20-21 says:  "And, God said, "Let the water teem with living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the expanse of the sky. So God created the great creatures of the sea and every living and moving thing with which the water teems, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind.  And, God saw that it was good."

Just think about it!!!  Seashells are good.  Pelicans are good. Whales are good. Seagulls are good. Dolphins are good.  Yes, even Octopus and Jelly fish are good.  (Just not good to get stung by!)  They are good because the God of the Universe, The Creator, and One, the Most High God decided to bless us with an incredible world filled with all sorts of creatures, trees, flowers, insects, animals, brooks, ponds, rivers and oceans FULL of all of His glory!!!

If that's not an incredible imagination on display, I don't know what is............

Glorious shades of Green....

Ahhh......Spring! Isn't it grand? Isn't it wonderful? I love Spring!

Each day recently and as I was driving to and from Ohio this spring, I have had the incredible experience and privilege of witnessing the many glorious shades of green that the Lord has created! From Kansas, to Missouri, to Illinois, to Indiana, and finally Ohio, I have driven by various shades of green such as: Emerald green, apple green, chartreuse green, jade green, moss green, Nile green, olive green, Paris green, pea green (YUCK!), peacock green, sea green, shamrock green, verde green, and myrtle green. That is fourteen shades of GREEN! Wow! I had no idea there were so many shades!!!

Green is the color of growing grass, green plants, foliage on trees of every variety and green leafy vegetables!!! What particular shade or tint of green is your favorite??? Think of the big box of 64 crayons and try to remember one of those colors!!!

Many years ago as a Medical Sales rep I had Salina, KS in my territory and in the Spring, Salina had the most beautiful wheat fields I have even seen anywhere!!! They are truly the most exquisite color of green I have laid my eyes upon..........I miss those fields!!!

One of my favorite folk songs from the 1970's is called: Pass It On.

These words offer a beautiful rendition of tribute to Spring and to God which go in tandem to create the beauty that we witness every year!!!

If you don't know the tune, listen with your heart:

“It only takes a spark to get a fire going,

And soon all those around can warm up in its glowing;

That's how it is with God's love, once you've experienced it:

You spread His love to everyone, you want to pass it on.

What a wondrous time is Spring when all the trees are budding,

The birds begin to sing, the flowers start their blooming;

That's how it is with God's love, once you've experienced it:

You want to sing, it's fresh like Spring, you want to pass it on.

I wish for you my friend, this happiness that I've found,

You can depend on Him, it matters not where you're bound:

I'll shout it from the mountain tops: Hey World! I want my world to know:

The Lord of Love has come to me, I want to pass it on....”

The glorious shades of green.........look around and find your favorite shade and pass it on!!!

All Nature sings and round me rings....

I've been singing an old Hymn in my head and found the words this morning to 'This is My Father's World."

What a beautiful poem these words were at first in 1886 which were penned by a gentleman named Maltbie Babcock at Syracuse University in New York.  He was a "proficient vocalist" as some of his professors called him.  His first assignment in ministry was at the First Presbyterian Church in Lockport, New York.  He was able to enjoy hiking and running in the hills outside of the town where he lived and worked, and often told his secretary that he was "going out to see my Fathers world."

What a great picture that is!!!  Hiking and running outside in nature.......soaking up God's glorious creation!  

As one verse in the song says:  

"This is my Father's World, and to my listening ears, 

All nature sings and round me rings, the music of the spheres.

This is my Father's world, I rest me in the thought

Of rocks and tress, of skies and seas, 

His hand the wonders wrought."

Just think of that!!  All around us are rocks, trees, flowers, every rain drop, and each sunset - He is present in all that He created!!!  Wow......that is amazing!!!

"This is my Father's world,

The birds their carols raise;

The morning light, the lily white

Declare their Maker's praise.

This is my Father's world,

He shines in all that's fair.

In the rustling grass I hear Him pass

He speaks to me everywhere."

Birds raise their carols - have you listened to them recently?  Have you raised a song lately?  Have you poured out your praise for the many, many blessings in your life?  If not, fill up a bird feeder outside your window and sit down to watch the wonder of His nature....their songs are exquisite!!!  Let your song be one of praise, too!

He shines in all that's fair.......wow!!!  He's beside us in the rustling grass....have you noticed???  My mom always felt His presence beside her.....every day....every moment.  It was wonderful to have her tell all four of us kids that often.....He's there.....ask Him to walk beside you today...He's waiting for you.

"This is my Father's world

O let me never forget

That though the wrong seems oft so strong

God is the ruler yet.

This is my Father's world

The battle is not done;

Jesus who died shall be satisfied, 

And earth and heaven be one."

Oh, how I pray that I will never forget.....never forget that the Lord will never leave us nor forsake us!  It is one of His mightiest promises in the Bible!!!

All nature sings and round me rings..........the music of the spheres!

Catch a glimpse of it today and sing!!!

Shattered in a Million pieces...

When your heart is shattered in a million tiny little pieces, where do you go?  What do you do with all those tears?  All those fracture lines on your heart?  What can possibly console you?  Who can console you?  These are questions from deep in my heart.....deep in my soul.

I wonder how God takes all the tears we shed and heals us when His heart is broken because of us every single day.  When does God cry?  Who does He cry to?  How does He heal His broken heart?
All rhetorical questions.

And yet, I imagine that our rebellion and all the many ways we have turned our back on God is devastating.  Truly, I can only imagine all the pain that I have caused my Lord and Savior.  And, it hurts me to know that I have turned my back on Him in the past.  I have chosen my own way.  I have chosen to ignore the inexpressible and glorious joy that only He can offers and I have gone astray.  How is that possible when I love Him so very much???

This weekend, events occurred that made me realize that once again I am devastated and my heart is broken.  And, there is absolutely nothing I can do to change it.  And so, I turn to the Serenity Prayer:

"God, grant me the serenity to accept things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference."  Acceptance, courage, wisdom.  I ask once again to receive these gifts of the Holy Spirit.  It is the only way I can make it through the day.

Acceptance:  The one thing that I wanted most in all this world has turned away.....has decided not to follow God....has decided that the way of this world is better than what God offers.  How is that possible?  All the faith, all the hope, all the love, all the joy that I tried to pour out has flowed downstream to a pool that is not even close to what I imagined nor near God. 

Courage:  I have to ask: "What went wrong?"  Not as a pity-party, but as a real question that needs an answer. How does God want me to view this situation?  And, what does He want me to do next?

Wisdom: As an awareness that all the hopes and dreams that I had when I was 20 or 23 years old are gone.  There is no turning back.  There is no way to control what has happened in the past.  There is no way to relive my life.

And, so I trust.  I accept.  I have courage.  I ask for wisdom. 
All my experience, strength and hope point me to the One who can heal me.  To the One who can make me whole again.

God answers Knee-mail - did you know that?  The more I drop to my knees and make knee prints
on the floor in my bedroom, the more I know that God hears my cries for help and answers my prayers.  The more I read His Word in the Bible, the more I realize His unconditional love is there for me.  He covers me with His feathers and under His wings I find a place of refuge from the storm.

2 Chronicles 7:14 has become my mantra at 7:14 a.m.every morning.....
"If my people, who are called by My Name, shall humble themselves and pray, if they will seek My Face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from Heaven and I will forgive their sin and I will heal their land."

Humble themselves......and pray......seek His face.....and turn from our wicked ways.....
What comes with that prayer?  Forgiveness of sins.  All of them.  If we know Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior, only He can forgive us, only He can heal us.

And, so, I believe.  I have hope.  I let go and allow God to work in the life that brought me life.  I release.  The shattered pieces are gathered and put into a mosaic of my life.  Into a new heart.  Into a new journey of trust.  A golden layer of forgiveness shines through the shattered pieces.  My heart begins to beat again.